So Much To Handle.

so me and michael ended a few days ago.
it really sucked and continues to suck.
i can't listen to almost any song in
my itunes without thinking about him.
he is stuck in my mind constantly.
i hate how everything ended.
i doubt it will change back.
i just really miss him a lot.

i had so much on my mind the other day.
this will take a while to get over.
definitely.

im not sick, but i feel sick.
im miserable.

i honestly thought i had more to say.
hmm..
sad, sick, tired, just pretty much blah.

it takes time to get over and i know i definitely need a lot of time.
this morning was so hard.
just like the other night.
when we talked it helped.
not talking to him at all sucks.

i haven't eaten in a few day :P
i either forget or i am just not up to it at all.
Crying sucks.


yeah...